Ah! Virginia.
After three months of pure bliss and adventure, I am back here. I think my life will never be the same. I have smelled, tasted, and experienced London, I am a Londoner. Forever.
As I lay in my bed, my eyes glued to the ceiling, I see memories dancing around in a circle. What a great semester it's been!
If I was asked to do a before and after of myself here is what I would say.
Pre-London Julia
Julia before studying abroad in London.
I have always been one to know what I want. From the youngest age I used to say, "When I grow up, I'll be a journalist, just like my mom." And I brought this attitude along when I packed my two 23kg suitcases to London. Knowing what I want is one thing, but giving myself the means to get it is something else. Before going to London, I didn't push myself as much to achieve what I wanted. A little bit of context:
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Making Friends
Since 11th grade, I've been an international student studying in the US, and I have always had trouble making friends. It simply was not something I knew how to do. Of course, I wanted friends, who doesn't? But I did not want to attend any social events or go out at all, yet I complained about being lonely.
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Building My Career
Another important point is that I always knew I wanted to work in the media. However, I was not doing any research, looking for related internship positions, or networking when given the occasion. I was sort of waiting for it to happen over time.
Post-London Julia
Julia in the Camden area.
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I Made Amazing Friends
Living in London, not knowing anyone, and living with other students allowed me to get out of my comfort zone and talk to new people. I met some amazing people along the way, and as I usually joke with my friends, the people I met are the "Hey I am getting married, will you be my bridesmaid?" type of friends.
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I Am Building My Career
During my internship in London, I was able to shine and flourish in what I love-journalism. I was not only able to become a published journalist, but I was also able to attend amazing events, meet awesome people, and build a global network. I have been able to overcome imposter syndrome and am now working hard to be where I want to be. I've even secured one of my dream internships for the spring and am working on securing another one for the summer.
Shining in London.
To conclude, if I was to put pre-London Julia next to my current self, anyone would be able to see the difference. I am truly grateful for my CEA CAPA study abroad and internship abroad experience, for the change it has kickstarted in me, and for what is to come.