Parks and Recreations: Exploring Identity and Environmentalism While Studying Abroad in Sydney, Australia
Pursuing Environmentalism
When my parents immigrated to the States, they exchanged vast mountains and riverbanks for gray cities and crumbling concrete streets. I was raised in The Bronx, New York, and always longed for something more. Greenery in my neighborhood was nonexistent- limited to small parks or a few trees lining the sidewalks. My siblings and I never truly experienced nature or wilderness.
In college, I studied environmental policy and science to regain that connection to Earth. Studying with CEA CAPA in Sydney, Australia, brought me closer to this goal. Experiencing the environment abroad led to my short poetry collection, Parks and Recreations.
Hobart, Australia - Mt. Wellington Overlook
Science First, Writing Second
I've been writing since childhood, clicking and clacking away on old computers and janky keyboards. I always knew the perfect sentence to capture any moment. But after years of school, that joy began to fade. Reading endless scientific journals and writing my own became exhausting. Although I still loved writing, my creativity burnt off. I remained a writer, but I had to be a scientist in school first.
Then came CEA CAPA, which opened the literary floodgates for me. While studying abroad in Sydney, I set a personal challenge: writing a poem daily. Well, I failed! But I did end up writing dozens of my favorite and best works. Writing abroad allowed me to reflect on my identity and take back simple joys.
Parks and Recreations
In Australia, environmentalism was everywhere. From the Great Barrier Reef to the smaller parks scattered throughout, I witnessed a coexistence with the land. This inspired my second challenge: visit a new park or natural site and write a poem about it. This became the foundation for Parks and Recreations.
Each poem began with the same opening stanza: “Today is day _, and a park is _.” With this challenge in mind, I backpacked across the entire continent, seeking out new places and writing about them. In my travels, I found heartbreak, love, and resilience. I became the writer the child in me dreamed of! I humbly present to you a few of my works and I hope it inspires you to embrace your passions wherever you go.
DAY 12
Day twelve and a park is a beach
And the world is an ocean
Engulfing hundreds of suitors
Drawn into round hips
And supple lips
-Sirens-
Blaring into the red land
Burning men seek reprieve
In the world’s gentle showers.
God’s descendants so keen
To meet their forebears
Play on treacherous waves.
And us, the marooned romantics,
Watch them live, if even briefly
While we soak up little shade and air
So, we too can escape the sun’s lure
Into maternal baths and shallow tides.
Swells rise and ravage up
The golden bodies
Poised for their drift
To the afterlife.
Author’s Note: Written at the iconic Bondi Beach, a place known worldwide. The beach culture is important to the Aussies, but as an inner-city kid who can’t swim, I didn’t love it. So, I watched the locals play in their homes, not entirely used to the landscape.
Sydney, Australia - Bondi Beach
DAY 15
Day fifteen and a park is an open door,
A home with no latch
To block out US:
The nightcrawlers, day drinkers,
Loveful couples on a stroll or siesta.
We enter at our own pace
To stay or go,
When and where fan-out
Under windy canopies.
No gates, metal barriers,
No, this is not a club,
We are not day pass holders.
Let’s convene at sundown’s resort:
Down a path so freely
Stretching grass and breeze.
No, not a club, but
Home to critters and anthills
Thriving under communal dirt
Let’s greet them
In there, our, your home.
Author’s Note: Written at Bardon Park near Coogee Beach, I stumbled upon this small park close to a golf club. Unlike exclusive clubs, parks are public spaces where everyone is welcome. I appreciated these open spaces even more because everyone and thing are equal.
Sydney, Australia - Bardon Park
‘THE’ PIANIST
On the cusp of rosemary scares
On the edge of Asbury Park
Counting the edges of pines
And vastness between global seas.
How sad I never could see
The great ocean at night.
We flew for fourteen hours,
Lost seventeen,
A day lost, two gained.
I was a time traveler and pioneer
Uncovering your settled isthmus.
I awkwardly pushed daisies
Into the indents
Of soft thumbs and red ink,
Excited to leave my mark
On your horizons.
No other home quite like yours:
Cold, tall, and dreamy
I never wanted to leave.
Mountains by the jetty
Inspired a thousand soliloquies,
And you found the perfect pitch,
A new composition.
You were the cleverest, wittiest
To catch my least funny jabs
Like yellow, fleeting.
Like us,
Too rushed.
Author’s Note: Written after returning to New York, this is a love letter to Hobart, Tasmania—the last city I backpacked to and loved the most. It was also where I met someone, and though our time together was brief, it left a lasting impact. This letter is for him, too.
Hobart, Australia - Mt. Wellington Summit
EPILOGUE: THE DREAM MAN
It was not what I imagined
Bent on fantasy and dreams,
Fickle hopes for men, but
Never the man I become
That’s what I became
My dream man:
A traveler
Bold and well-spirited,
Spirited away into the arms and
Bites of some sea-traced bodies,
Crashing into some men, too,
Adoring this pop-culture conduit.
Polarizing to the far leftists,
Amusing, nonetheless.
And there was a pianist I fancied
And maybe in a few years, I’ll be 25
And him a grand opera opener waiting
For me to open him up again.
But, to that original point,
I found a man:
Who I love, who I envy,
Desire and wish to slip into,
When I look back, I remember:
I am that man
To be every day
Of my life.
Author’s Note: This poem responds to the first I wrote the night before I left the States. I was nervous and excited, not sure what to expect. Everyone I knew told me they had found love in Australia, so part of me hoped I might experience a bit of romance too. In a way, I did.
Sydney, Australia - Wildlife Zoo